WHERE HAS MY BRAIN GONE?!
That’s the million dollar question for this week (or better yet-this month!). I feel as if I haven’t been totally myself lately and at first I blamed it on the increased level of stress because of my “oh-so-wonderful” job. But then I realized that this whole foggy feeling should’ve lifted after a fair amount of relaxing, right? Well, it didn’t…
The fatigue is overwhelming and the constant feeling of being drained of energy (and basically everything else) is absolutely annoying. It is so not me! I am kind of on-the-go person and felling tired to the point of not wanting to do anything but sleep is at least alarming. And to top it all off, my mind does not want to cooperate with me anymore…
Every time I plan to write something (an article, for example), it simply refuses to produce any sensible thoughts… Tell you the truth, many times it feels like a black hole replaced what used to be my brain.
And then there is the issue of the bugs… They don’t bite me anymore. You’d think: well, why the heck is she complaining?! It should be a case for celebration! Perhaps for someone else… However, bugs have loved me since the day I was born and I have always been the one person in the crowd who would constantly swat at the annoying creatures. Well, not anymore… And for me it’s a cause for concern. Something has obviously changed in my chemical make-up and I’m not quite sure it’s for the best.
So of course, I went to the doctor and shared my worries and concerns but did it make a bit of a difference? No! The only thing the doctor told me was that I was too stressed and should try to relax more. Should I quit my job, then? Because it is the only way I will get any more relaxing time!